I don't care...........

These days this particular line has become an answer to Anything and everything that doesn't go as per our wishes.

So many times i have heard people saying this line.
Nobody tries to understand or make the other person understand his/her point of view.
We just say, "I don't care" and go on with whatever we think is right. As if this is the most genuine explaination for our deeds. "I am going this way cause i want to and i don't care what you think." and the matter is closed.

Having a "I don't care" attitude is something cool.
Is percieved as a sign of self dependency, a sign of emotional and mental strength.

Well every coin has two sides.

This attitude comes handy in some situations like when you don't have time and energy to make other person understand your view and know for sure that you are right. Kisi ko dukhi karna ho even then it works ;-)
Saves one from unnecessary tension, criticizm and irrelevant thinking of others.

Now It depends on an individual which way he/she choses to practice it.



Well aisa hai ki kaafi serious discussion ho gayi hai.
so lets shift to something else. :-)

hmmmmm most my day was spent talking on phone.
First in the office, then at home.
And i am very confused at this point of time.
Don't know what to do next. I mean in the field of studies.
Till yesterday i knew what i am gonna do next.
But now things have blurred a bit.
Oh so confused me!

But don't worry i'll be back to normal(read state of clearity)
soon. Can not stay in one situation for long.

And as i told you earlier i just love teasing people. So had some fun today. ;-)
I hope the person doesn't mind.
Chalo its pretty late now.
Cya

Opposites Attract!

A very cliche but true statement. Yes! opposites attract but doesn't last together for long unless and until both the persons give emphasis on understanding the other rather than trying to be understood.
After all how can you expect anything from the other person when you yourself are not willing to give anything. I believe before expecting others to behave in a certain way, one should follow that way himself.

Problem is we all know what is the right thing but somehow we are not able to put it in practice.
Kher no point in discussing this. All this looks good in text only, not in real life.

A friend of mine said ki life ke chakkar chalte rehte hain. You come out of one, only to get intto another. Hmmmmm well another way to put it is life is moving and keeps on moving.
Good! Stagnancy to nai rehegi atleast.

I have become so restless these days. Need constant change in life. Be it as small as length of my hair or a new song in my collection. :-) Whats gonna become of me? God knows.
(Mentioning here about my restlessness doesn't mean that i dislike it. I don't know why some people have this feeling that i am not happy the way i am.)

Yaar logon mein emotions hi nai reh gaye hain. People are too practical and logical. It sucks man.
Nobody is ready to make the other person feel good or important.
Its cool these days to be unemotional, unattached. In other words self sufficient.

Self sufficient! Hah!
Its not self sufficiency. Its low confidence, its insecurity, its over protectiveness about self.
People are afraid to get emotionaly attatched to anyone reason: what if the other person leaves me. These ifs and buts have made life so complicated, so full of insecurity.

Sometimes i so so hate logics. They are so plain and so god damn boring. Life without emotions is yuk. I wonder why people try to control them.
Anger is the only emotion i like to control but not to be suppressed at all.

You must be confused like hell till now. Its but natural. I have literally jumped from one topic to another. :-)
So you try to make some sense out of this post and i'll see you later
cya

Exam!

Had an exam today.
Went ok ok except the GK part.
well i knew that GK is going to be a mess.

Kher can you beat it the girl sitting in front of me didn't even bring a pencil. She borrowed it from me.

My weekend passed away so quickly. :-(
Pata bhi nai chala.
Kher i need to make a schedule and follow it religiously.
otherwise i won't be able to do anything except go to office and return back and then waste my time on comp. Lets see when that happens. ;-)

Have another exam on 30th. Hmmmm Lagta hai life exam dete hi nikalegi. lol. saala koi clear ho to to baat hai. I am hopeless actually. Lol.

Somebody trying to throw attitude at me.
Hmmm wanna tell her:- Sweety i don't give a damn now. So save your attitude for someone else. Hah!

Chalo me going. Nothing much to write about.
Cya :-)

Forgive and forget..........

Was going through a friend's blog when i came across these words of his.

There are times when you want to hate someone... hate someone like hell... but then past memories with that person hold you back... and you hate it... hate the memories... and hate the circumstances that force you to hate that person...

But there are reasons for hating... and we wish that those reasons were never there... wish that everything could just get straight... as if nothing ever happened...

But that's impossible... we know it... and the battle continues in our heart... whether to hate that person or to ignore his/her deeds... its too hard... taking a side...
Life is so difficult... it has lots of challenges... but the most difficult situation is when we have to fight with ourself...

After reading it i was thinking its not impossible actually to forgive the person, difficult it is definitely. I believe everyone deserves a second chance and should be given. But its a matter of perspective. Everyone has his own.

Just follow your inner voice and you'll get through any difficulty, dilemma. But here applies a condition. To let your heart guide you, you first need to be honest with yourself. :-)

Hectic

Today was the most hectic day in the office.
Was all alone so had a hell lot of work. Completely opposite from what i anticipated.
But it was good. Time just flew by.

And by the way a new recruit in our office. So i have a company now.
Thank god! Most of the time went in working as well as teaching him things that i have learnt.

All in all a very good day. Can't sit idle. :-)

Good yaar! Finally something to do.
Baaki we'll see which way things turn.

Cya

Don't wanna be lonely anymore

I don't wanna stand out in the crowd people. let me gel in................
Main Mahaan nai hun yaar.

Kher can't help people.

Han to today my friend asked me for a trip to manali for 3 days.
So many of my friends are going. But i am not.
Cause i have an exam on 30th. Besides that my job is so new. I can not take two days off in a row. Well i want to visit Manali kabhi. But now is not the time.

Waise things are not the same with that group. People have a sympathetic attitude towards me there. Extra sweet with me. And so so curious. I seriously don't want sympathy. I am not weak. As someone once said, " main bichaari nai hun." I can handle things. And that too in a brave manner. Thats evident from past instances.

I don't know hows my day tomorrow gonna turn out. My immegiate boss is on leave and i am completely lost. Only three people in our department and two are on leave. And i know so little abhi to. Will be reporting to another senior officer. Don't think so there will be any work tomorrow. God!!!!!!!! I'll go crazy if theres no work tomorrow.

Chalo nothing more to write about.
will see you later.
I am in talking mood today. May be i'll be back.
Only god can help you then.
lol
Cya

Days turning into minutes.............

Days are passing so quickly, like minutes.
Its not that i have hell lot of work pressure. Things are pretty ok rather good in the office.
People are nice out there.

Suddenly i feel so grown up. :-(

Don't have a Saturday off. Again :-(
kher koi baat nai. Things are good.
Am looking forward to sunday. Will visit my friend.
She is also working. so its sunday only that we have free.

In all life is good. I hope it stays like this only.
Chalo me going. Don't wanna bore you with my office talks.
waise there is nothing to talk about office accept files.
Interested in knowing?

Elated :-)

The other day i was very happy if you noticed.
And I promised to tell the reason but later.

I went for an interview that day And I got the job.
Well not a very high paying job but something of my interest and related to my field as well. :-)
So i am happy girl now.

And maze ki baat ye ki my firends are happier than me.
I am a very lucky person. Have gathered some really nice people around me. But believe me i have no contribution in this.
Wanna thank all my friends who have stood by me in good as well as bad times. Bad times especially.

Haven't told much people. Don't know why I am afraid. What if things go wrong.
May be it'll take some time to believe it. Yaar what i have been through for the last one year its but natural for me to be paranoiac. Kher i know i'll come out of it.

Cause i have always come out of it. :-)
chalo me going now.
cya

God is there

Life moves in a circle.
So what you give to the world, it comes right back to you.

I have always believed in this.
And its been proved right again today.
And my belief in god is stronger then ever. He is taking count of everything.
So no need to worry and crib. With time you'll get justice. Just keep doing your work. rest he'll take care of.

And to the person concerned here: you must be thinking that how mean i am. Rejoicing in your agonies. its not that. what i am stating here are mere facts. And waise bhi i have told you all this on your face. :-) Somehow i am not able to stand by you today. I have my own grudges. so................. Feels bad to see you standing all alone but i am helpless. won't be able to help you. besides that you don't trust me. So i can not be there for you even if i want to. But i can fully understand your situation as i have been through it myself.
Take care

Yuk!!!!!!!!!

Why is it so difficult for some people to understand things in one go?
Ok fine! its possible that you don't get it in first time.
What will you call someone who is not able to get it even after no. of repeatetions.
Let me tell you. you call such a person hopeless.

And what should be done with such a person?
i seriously don't know. if i had known i would have done the same definitely.

If the person concerned is reading this then let me tell you my friend
i have lost all the hopes in you so i am not hoping that you'll get my point.

;-)

Tommorow is going to be a fun day.
Cause me going for a movie with friends.
Its been so long, The last movie i saw was Rang de basnati And before that salaam Namaste and prior to that Parineeta N us se pehle Hitch.
(Us se pehle waali bhi bataun? Meko sab yaad hain. ha ha ha.)
So one can make out how frequently i watch movies.

So here i am again, getting excited over something so normal. Well thats me again! Can't help it. And i love myself for this. lol.

Chalo will tell you tomorrow how the outing was.

Cya.

A day spent well

Had a nice day today. :-)

Got my Bill plan changed. so i am a happy girl now. :-)
Main reason of my day going well, I will tell you later. When things will materialise.

seriously Best things happen when you least expect them to. :-)

Met so many old Friends at orkut today.
it was fun talking to them.

Everybody is busy with their exams thing.
Hmmm Best of luck people. thats what i can do for you other than restraining myself from disturbing you. :-)
I think i should better start studying for my entrance exam. Not many days are left now.

on that note i take your leave.
Cya
Goodnight.

Chillaxxxxxxxxxx

They say:

Don't try so hard; the best things come
when you least expect them to.

Guess will have to try on this.

Main aaj poetry sunaun?

Not my creation but its my collection.
so here i go........................


*Dil bhi ek bachhe ki tarah zid pe ada hai
ya to mujhe sab kuchh chahiye ya kuchh bhi nahi.

*Do manfiyon(-ve) se banta hai ek mansab(+ve)
tum bhi kabhi keh do "nahi, nahi"
(just love this)

*Love talked about can be kept aside
but love demonstrated is irresistible.

another favourite of mine:
*Kal raat unke tassavur ka nasha tha itna
ki neend aayi to aankhon ne bura maan liya. va va va va va lol

ye to ultimate hai:
*Mohabbat kya hai
taaseere(Effect or nature) mohaabat kya hai
tera majboor kar dena
mera majboor ho jana.

*Kabhi kisi ko muqqumil jahan nahi milta
kahin zameen to kahin aasman nahi milta
tere jahaan mein aisa nahi ki pyaar na ho
jahan umeed hai iski wahan nahi milta. :-)

*The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
knowing- you can not have them

Another of my favourites:
*Muddatein guzrin teri yaad na aayi humein,
aur hum tujhe bhool gaye aisa bhi nahi.


*Two individuals, no matter how much in love
need space between themselves
to help the ralationship grow.


:-) its rare that i share my collection with anyone.
Yaar this blog thing is ultimate. I can write anything i want to.

cya