Turning Point.....(you don't need to read this one)

Hmmm yes you don't need to read this one
cause theres nothing for you in it........




Just when i start believing that a particular arrangement is final and will last for some time, there comes a new turn. This time its from studies to job again.

Got over with all the formalities today will be joining in two days time. Was pretty happy when i got the news today that last of the hurdles has been crossed. Don't know the place of posting so thats the only area of my concern now. lets see.

One part of me wants to move out of the city so that i can move on in my personal life as well and one part of me wants to stay back. Each has its own reasons. Lets see destiny choses what.
I am not gonna say what i want. Cause i never get that. So whatever will come my way i'll accept it. Am too scared to celebrate even. Still can't believe it. Can't believe that for once i actually got what i wanted. :-) Lets see i hope life goes on like this only, giving me once in rare blue moon something that i want with all my dear heart, if not more than that. Waise i am not a very demanding person.......... ;-) lol.

Aur...................
Kya bataun???? I have a very mixed si feeling. want some changes in my life. Kaash! wo ho paate. :-( things have changed so much. Relationships have changed so much. People have changed so much. I have changed so much. Now all this is for good or for bad that only time will tell. waise achha hi hoga. Be positive Chitra!!!!!

Something inside me is in deep sleep. Don't know when it'll wake up. But i know one thing for sure the day it'll wake up life will be beautiful again. At present its going good but not excellent.
Chalo time will take care of everything. What i have to bother about at the moment is my career.

Goodnight :-)