Perplexed

Nothing particular to talk about. Infact i have nothing to talk about. Still i feel like talking.
Don't be surprised i am like this only. Wierd.
But then each one of us is wierd in his/her own way.

To put it in a little sophisticated manner, We all are UNIQUE in our own way. lol

listening to Rabbi's "Tere bin" nice song but seems so far away from reality. :-)
i don't think the kind of person he is talking about exists.

Or maybe too great are our expectations that we are not able to appreciate and enjoy what we have. We keep looking for more.

(met a friend online, so have lost the track completely. ummmmmmmmmm kahan thi main.....)

Chhodo!!!!!!!!!!! lost it completely. will get back later.

Oh ho! achha khasa pravachan ho jata aaj to if i hadn't met my friend online. kher you people are saved. lol. have fun till the moments of bliss last.
as i said i'll get back to it.

come on now! go n go fast. have fun

cya :-)

hmmmmm............

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Hurray!!!!!!!!!

O my key board is doing fine now.

So i m a happy person now. :-)

Bas my scroll lock is having a fun time. getting on and off whenevre it feels like.
That'll be settled too. I am sure

You know what a dear friend of mine read my blog but did not tell me how to fix my keyboard. rude na??????

Actually nai. He is going very busy these days. Little pissed off.
And above all i got mad at him. because he started to say something and then left it half way telling me he is busy.
well this makes me mad cause i am a very curious person. so lose my cool when someone leaves things half said. i believe, "don't start something that you cannot finish."

Another thing which i realised is i lose my temper so easily these days.
well i know the reason for that. But i don't like being short tempered. hmmmm will do something about this.

So next time you'll meet a cool And calm me. A person i used to be. :-)

Waise strange na? Generally one moves ahead and here i am yearning to go back.
wierd me!

But since it'll do good to me, i would love to go back.

cya

Cleaniness day.......

I got bitten by cleaniness bug today.

So what did i do?

I cleaned my computer. And i did it so enthusiastically that my keyboard recieved the shock of its life. so shocked was it that it refused to work at all at first.
But gradually it took hold of itself. :-) now only few of the keys are in the recovery state.
Nothing much, i press one key and it does the function of two.

I guess my comp is really happy, trying to show the gratitude by doing the work of two keys when i press one. How sweet!!!!!!

jokes apart. its giving me real hard time. its all messed up.
don't know what went wrong. :-(

I m telling you never ever m i gonna clean my comp again. atleast not with so much dedication.





ok truth time!!!!
shhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
don't tell anyone pls cause i haven't told anyone at home.

actually i spilled tea on my computer table. Thats why such rigorous cleaning. but i did dry the keyboard properly. its just not getting well. though i did not open it and then clean it. but i did dry it. don't know what to do. somebody pls help me out of this. pls pls pls pls.

why am i so stupid?
i mean why did i put that cup on computer table?
when i have already had a bad experience when i spilled water on my table.

yes you are right. i have done that before. but last time i was lucky. my keyboard took it very politely

they say "insaan galti kar ke hi sikhta hai." In my case its "mistakesssss" not "mistake"

well thats me........ he he he he

waiting for someone nice enough who'll help me.

From The Inside

Don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But i'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear
For the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you........................





sai hai.... :-)

Graduation Day.

Today was my convocation. :-)
I am a degree holder now. hmmmmmmm sounds good.

Graduation Day is an experience in itself.

So many memories of college days came back. Good ones as well as bad ones.
College life is something you Cherish all your life.
in my case i loved my School Days equally.

So many things coming to my mind right now.
But if i start writing all that stuff, it'll take the whole night.
so lets leave it for some other time.

Well Another chapter of life has come to an end.
Lets see what future holds for me.

Goodnight. :-)

???????????????

Why is it so that we remember a single mistake commited by others, ignoring the no. of times they have been nice to us?

Is negative so powerfull that it stays in your memory forever?

I think it is. Thats why we all remember all the wrongs done to us forgetting all the good things we have got.

Pretty sad!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it? :-(

Goodnight

Patience!

Does patience really pay?

I guess i'll get the ans pretty soon.

And I so want it to be affirmative.
Hope for the best. :-)

lets see what happens.

cya

Ha ha ha.........................

Something funny happened.....................
A dear friend of mine got his fundas in life overhauled recently.
And guess who was the lucky one who got to listen to all the stuff.

Arre!!! me ofcourse.

Today he was telling me all the stuff i used to tell him six months pehle.
While i was telling him all the things he used to tell me at that time.

i found it bit annoying at first but now i am actually laughing.
see how roles have changed. Its rare that i lose my cool when my point view does not match with the other person's. but today i was just not ready to listen to him. may be it was the tone that was not so appealing, or may be i miss that attitude, that way of thinking of mine. :-(

When i was listening to him, i literally wanted to go back to that time. But i guess its difficult to do so.

if the person concerned is reading this.................... well !!!!!!!!!!!! thank you. i know you are concerned and you care. :-) And i am happy for you.
Goodnight!